I’m starting to feel the stress now… the lack of time to study… the lack of time to sleep… the lack of leisure time…
I wonder if I am really mentally and physically exhausted… Last night i was intending to complete my LMS assignment when i doze of on the bed… when my mum woke me up to clear my stuff, I kinda woke up sub consciously and now that i recall… I realize that at the moment in time, i woke up crying with bitterness from and I am not sure if that was because of the stress that I am going through now.
Sometimes i really question myself, WHY THE HELL AM I INVOLVED IN SO MANY THINGS AND MAKING MYSELF SO EXHAUSTED and deep down inside me i know that i was the one chose to go through a tough path like this. I guess I am one that do not want to just get things over and done with but i want to make a difference and impact in whatever i do and i guess that is why I am in all these mess.
I remember the time when i first step into Ngee Ann to study, I actually told myself that after 3 years when i leave this school… I am going to be good at studies, CCA and I will be one that once made a difference in ngee ann even though i have a part time job.
There are many instances where i really told myself that i really love my life and it is not because there is peace and harmony in this world but because I have many problems in my life that forms as a challenge to me. THAT IS WHAT MAKE MY LIFE INTERESTING:D Since i chose this path, i will make the best out of it and prove to myself that nothing is impossible! It is so easy and simple to say that “i will make the best out of it” but now that i am undergoing the process, it is horrible and it really require a whole lot of perseverance
It is just starting and I am already feeling exhausted, i think i really have to start managing my time better and continue hanging there…
anyways, i will quickly find time to do up the FINEX video and Pehyu’s birthday video and very soon it will be up on my blog again:D
Alright, I guess its time i have to go back and do my work:P
Signing off,
MIAOVIN:D
Thats the spirit! keep up the good work bro!
HEY! Thanks to you 2 man!:D
jia you jia yous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey melvin! UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL COS I FEEL EXACTLY THE SAME WAY TOO ABOUT MYSELF. now that rc is over and stuff like that, i hate to admit it but i find it so so so very difficult to catch up with my assignments and things tt are being taught in class. sigh. but it’ll all be over soon yeahhhh so hang in there (: